MacMilly!!!

MacMilly,MacMilly,MacMilly,MacMilly,MacMilly,MacMilly,MacMilly,MacMilly,MacMilly,MacMilly,...McMilly in Jerz MacMilly in Tex!

So i finally get in touch with one of my home girls who about 3 weeks ago moved to Texas...mad happy for her b'cus its a chance for her to live...theres only so much living you can in one place or with a certain circle of friends...life gives us so many different options and varieties that when we don't give it a go we miss a chance at experiencing another side of lifes multifaceted brilliance..Jac! its gonna start slow but take in all the good and not so good that everyday offers...ive come to find that theres never really a "bad"...the "bad" just makes the "good" so much more positive and amazing that it should be appreciated and understood not only in hind sight but also as it is happening...this move might seem like "just a move" but this is another episode in your lifes movie where new characters will be introduced and serve to make the story of your life more interesting

Aside from wanting to say "hi" to my girl JacMac im writing because ive always been interested in how one decision you make along with one or few decisions made elsewhere (whether your aware of them or not) would eventually come to affect your life

Think about it...from the very first person in your family tree all the way to you,certain events had to take place in a certain way in a specific order for you to eventually become you...if i forget how to count past 10 i would never give audible birth to 11, 12....this might seem elementary but i think its important to realize that statistically we should not be here...BUT WE ARE...this kind of thinking makes me appreciate my situation(s) even more...if an ancestor died,if it wasnt that specific sperm and egg combo or if after that whole fertilization process some complication had arisen,i might not be here,i might be here but it might not be this face with this personality...you folks would be missing out on my greatness...so let be thankful that my dice rolled the way it did b'cus you might not know me as me and thank yours that your dice rolled that way b'cus you might not be here...enjoy your days/nights and live it up

Jac!...things will happen that you wish didn't but just enjoy it...theres a reason for its occurrence


P.S...if this seems reallly random and scattered..DAMNIT i meant it to be that way and i jus wanted to write <3